Long Story Short

[lostalice95]

Today is one of my bad days... The depression has been so crippling that I've found it hard to move. James doesn't know and I dont wanr him to. We've been asked to clean which is a nice distraction but I feel like just curling up into a little baby and hiding. I am nothing, I am fat, ugly and lazy. I havent slept really in days because every time I close my eyes I am in my uncles backseat trying desperately to make him go another route but my aunt and him can't hear me they can't see me. I'm helpless. Its my fault that they died.... I wish today would end...