I dont have the strength

[lostalice95]

I dont have the strength to argue with you anymore. I kicked you out because I realized just how much you are like a drug to me and when I tried to talk to you said that I had to basically grovel at your feet. You are bitter and self-hating and I can finally see that. I can finally see that even we were close and I opened up to you. You cant handle the fact that Im not completely lesbian and actually like guys a lot more than I do girls. And you know what? Youre not the first person to call manipulative. My dad has called me that after hes beaten me. I get it you cant handle the fact that I was in love with you when I was confused but now that Im not in love with you anymore you hate me? What am I supposed to? Beg you from my knees to come back and be my friend? And for what so that we can just keep dancing in this endless cycle of self-pity and harm? Im sorry I dont want that anymore. I dont have the strength to argue or fight with you anymore and I damn sure dont have the strength to beg and cry and shout for you to cone back....
- sincerely your former bestfriend