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lostalice95So I might be pregnant... In fact Im pretty sure that I am because I have been moody as fuck, getting very little sleep at night and literally almost falling asleep at work during the day. I also have not started my period yet but I will know for sure Thrusday when I get my check. In other news I was seriousky debating going back to my parents because of James's father all hes been doing lately is basically telling me to shut up because I have legtimate fears about getting back and fourth to work because he wastes the gas going all over fucking creation because he cant sit still when we have no fucking gas to begin with. So today I get to go do laundry when all I want to do is take a nap but no i have to the laundry. Oh did I mention that we have to use some ladys house thats like an hour away from our house? Yeah some lady that I barely fucking know but I do like and it'll take about four to ficve hours. Good thing I dont have to work tomorrow... Oh wait I do. At five fucking o clock in the fucking morning so yeah Art is not a fucking happy camper.
When I said "lets get this shit over with" when I got in the car. He jumped down my thoart and said "I dont attitude especially from you." hes referring to the fact that once again that my parents kicked me out and I had to come to live with them which I didnt want to do in the fucking first place but I didnt want to live on the fucking streets again. He lordes that over me EVERY time we get into an argument. When I have done nothing but go out of my way to make sure he has what he fucking needs by giving him all of my money so that he can waste it all buying shit that we dont need. I have never in my fucking life hated someone so much. I would gladly fucking go back to my parents then put up with him. Hes so fucking disgusting always stuffing his face literally shitting on the back of the toliet because hes a fucking fat motherfucker and leaving it there because it cant be bothered to clean it up. Bleching and smacking his fucking non-existent teeth together.
I am so fucking done and would have left last month like I wanted to do but like I said I might be pregnant and I want to go through this with the man I love if I am
And now i have gotten attacked by a junkie with a jar of pickles and my cat has run off... Is there anything else that can go fucking wrong tonight?
When I said "lets get this shit over with" when I got in the car. He jumped down my thoart and said "I dont attitude especially from you." hes referring to the fact that once again that my parents kicked me out and I had to come to live with them which I didnt want to do in the fucking first place but I didnt want to live on the fucking streets again. He lordes that over me EVERY time we get into an argument. When I have done nothing but go out of my way to make sure he has what he fucking needs by giving him all of my money so that he can waste it all buying shit that we dont need. I have never in my fucking life hated someone so much. I would gladly fucking go back to my parents then put up with him. Hes so fucking disgusting always stuffing his face literally shitting on the back of the toliet because hes a fucking fat motherfucker and leaving it there because it cant be bothered to clean it up. Bleching and smacking his fucking non-existent teeth together.
I am so fucking done and would have left last month like I wanted to do but like I said I might be pregnant and I want to go through this with the man I love if I am
And now i have gotten attacked by a junkie with a jar of pickles and my cat has run off... Is there anything else that can go fucking wrong tonight?
