lostalice95

It's been awhile since I have thought about posting on this site, since I lost my other account info I figured I'd start from scratch and make a new one.
A lot has happened since Michael broke up with me. I met a new guy his name is James I may have already told you all this. But I am engaged to him now, he has helped me alot and has been with me through my very worst days. I have been officially diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety, and Manic Bipolar disorder. I have been prescribed medication and it seems to helping but the fun part is figuring out the dosage.
I am slowly getting back in touch with my spiritual side and learning that I am not so helpless and desperately alone as I had feared.
This is all about new beginnings for me and I feel like its the perfect time. I am deleting my facebook soon and I figured this would be a good replacement as I can freely vent without fear of backlash and no more drama. I have basically started to rebuild myself from the ground up, I am not complete yet and i may never be but that's ok because as long as I know I have support I can make it.
I have also cut Brittany out of my life completely, she was a good friend but I realized that she was and is still in love with me... I suppose that I should be more broken up about it but I am not, she gave me no support in my hetro relationships and always claimed that the guy was abusive and I should leave and I know she was just looking out for me but when I tried to tell her that they weren't she would still press the issue. After awhile that gets annoying.
My family and I are on good terms with each other for now, I am even starting to forgive my dad and reconnect with him, but family vists are still awkward for me. I think that's everything since I last posted so consider this my hi I'm back again thing post