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Aug. 26th, 2015 07:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lostalice95Im sorry that your father and I seem to be the source of your bad moods? Ever stop and think that maybe its not me but that its your own damn fault your so miserable all the time? I mean all you do is bitch and complian about how Im always bitching and complaining. When I dont. But hey what do I know Im just a child remember? If youre so sick of the stuff that I do why dont you just leave.
I dont understand, one minute you're loving and kind and affectionate the next you're crabby and pushing me away by telling me that I'm doing this or that or your favorite that you're sick of raising me. I mean if this is a partnership why is that if I open my mouth about the fact that youre father ate one of my tv dinners without asking me I get met with "Shut the fuck up." I cant take much more of these ups and downs...
In other news I might be pregnant, and thats a very strong might be because the birth control is completely out of my system and James and I had sex a few nights ago so theres that. Also my General Mannager at work said that he wants to promote me to crew trainer. That's a lot of responsibility that Im not sure if I want. I do however need the money so I said yes but here's the thing I also applied for food stamps yesterday and according to the application one of the rules is that I can't quit my job without a good cause. So it looks like I'll still be at the same crappy job that I absolutely from the bottom of my soul hate. *sigh*
Depression is rearing its ugly head again and I feel like Im falling apart from everything going on right now. I just dont know if Im going to be able to pull myself out this pit I seem to be sprialing into
I dont understand, one minute you're loving and kind and affectionate the next you're crabby and pushing me away by telling me that I'm doing this or that or your favorite that you're sick of raising me. I mean if this is a partnership why is that if I open my mouth about the fact that youre father ate one of my tv dinners without asking me I get met with "Shut the fuck up." I cant take much more of these ups and downs...
In other news I might be pregnant, and thats a very strong might be because the birth control is completely out of my system and James and I had sex a few nights ago so theres that. Also my General Mannager at work said that he wants to promote me to crew trainer. That's a lot of responsibility that Im not sure if I want. I do however need the money so I said yes but here's the thing I also applied for food stamps yesterday and according to the application one of the rules is that I can't quit my job without a good cause. So it looks like I'll still be at the same crappy job that I absolutely from the bottom of my soul hate. *sigh*
Depression is rearing its ugly head again and I feel like Im falling apart from everything going on right now. I just dont know if Im going to be able to pull myself out this pit I seem to be sprialing into
