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I haven't been able to sleep in days, only with the help of muscle relaxers have I even been able to nap. It's my nightmares they keep getting worse and worse all I really want to do is sleep... Peacefully and without waking up crying like I do every night. I was supposed to get my xannax refilled with my last check James dad decided I just didn't need to go to my doctors appointment... I want to be able to keep my check or at least be able to afford what I need... I am so tired