Today I went to work and I wasn't even there for an hour before one manager sent me home for "not following directions" when really what happened was I was told to tuck in my shirt by one other manager which I was going to but I was busy with customers and hadn't gotten a chance to. So then this manager tells me to go home. Now this manager I have posted about befor, all he does is talk down to.me, and threatens my job every chance he gets, it's not just me he does it too but he does target me quote frequentl... I don't deserve to be treated like this, like I am some child who is stupid I didn't even want to go back there but we need the money... cue me feeling like wanting to die because I can't support my famil. James says he doesn't care and I hope that he doesn't, his dad on the other hand well he was really mad at me in the ca. Then he tells me that he doesn't know how I'm going to get to work tomorrow because we don't have gas money... cue me feeling even more like the shit that I am. I really just want to die....
It upsets me because what people do to hurt me, I would never do to someone else. I would never threaten someone else's job, and I would never disrespect me the way I have been disrespected unless they haven't shown me the proper respect... this wasn't my fault but James' dad is actlikg like it is because I stood up for myself Im the bad guy and for what? Because he wants my check, MY CHECK. Which I work nearly seventy hours every two weeks for my check which I have to put up with all the bullshit at this job for, my anxiety is so high, my heart is pounding and my head hurts and I am ofically feeling suicidal...